not yet! As you can probably guess, Dana and I received a big fat negative on our home pregnancy test yesterday. I was reminded of a few things yesterday, the first being that it's not in my time it's in Our Heavenly Father's time. No matter how perfect I think the timing is God has a plan and it wasn't this past cycle. The next lesson I learned was that I can't try to be positive I have to be positive or why go forward with this. There is no mask that I can wear to hide my true emotions and feelings from Him. When I am truly ready we will be blessed again. Finally, I was once again reminded of why I love my husband so much. He always knows how to put a smile on my face. Yesterday, I had to text him the results of the test and his reply back was "It's o.k. honey, we'll get it right next month. This month was like training camp!" He's right, there is a reason why Dr. W gave me 5 months of injections rather than the usual 3. The nurse told me not to be disappointed if it didn't work the first month because last time I had been on fertility drugs for a year before I got to injections.
With all that being said, our next step is to wait for aunt flo to pay me a visit. When aunt flo arrives I will go in for an ultra sound to make sure all is well. Then, that night, I will start the treatment all over. Last night, I asked my husband to take the dog and I running. It felt good to clear my head and pray for those who need blessings. I was able to come home with a new positive attitude. Thanks for all your thoughts and prayers. If you wouldn't mind, will you please continue to keep us on your prayer list. = )
I am sorry to hear this news, but like you said when it is your time you and Dana will be blessed with another beautiful child! My thoughts and prayers are always with you both!!
ReplyDeleteYou & Dana are always in my prayers! God's timing is not always the way we want it, but it is perfect. You are such a positive influence on many. You are so right about the lessons. I also learned these through God's plan with Peyton.
ReplyDeleteI am praying for you. You will be blessed again with a baby - God works on his own time table.
ReplyDeleteMy thoughts are with you!
I know you are both beyond disappointed. But you have the right frame of mind in your blog entry. I wish we could all hurry it up for you guys, but we can't. You have the will to keep trying and that strong will is the biggest asset you guys have in your endeavor. I will keep you in my prayers.
ReplyDeleteNo problem Lisa! Will do!! That comment of Danas was too cute, I'm glad you documented it!
ReplyDeleteThank you everyone for your loving words. All your prayers lift us up and give us strength to continue to move forward. It's an awesome feeling to know that we are surround by love. We are blessed!
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