Dye Test Results

All Clear for Injections.  This morning I went to have the dye test to make sure my tubes were not blocked by scar tissue.  Dr. F said they looked beautiful and there doesn't appear to be a problem.  Yahh!  I also had a refresher course on how to administer the injections.  I had forgotten how much there is to remember.  If I did it before I'm sure I can do it again.  My next step is to wait for my next period in July.  On the first day I will call the infertility department to schedule an appointment for 2 or 3 days later.  When I go to the appointment I will have an ultrasound, blood test, and pick up my medication.  If all is well I will start my Menopur treatment that night.  I will get everything prepared and Dana will give me the shot.  I can't stand watching a needle poke me.  

Don't let me fool you, I may sound strong but I'm really terrified.  I don't feel the excitement as I did while trying to conceive Ryan.  I'm trying to keep a positive attitude and constantly remind myself that 75% is good odds.  My greatest fear is putting another baby through the same thing Ryan had to go through.  I continue to pray that preeclampsia will stay away.  I was reassured today that I would be under very close observation by the infertility department as well as the high risk doctor.  Nurse A. showed me the infertility doctor's notes for my treatment and what the high risk doctor wrote.  I have no doubt I will be under great care.